tigerheartmom: (Hm.)
tigerheartmom ([personal profile] tigerheartmom) wrote2008-02-06 06:47 pm

[locked from Suguru, Masaru, and Chika]

...Suguru tells me, "Your strength helps build mine." And I... believe him. I would never doubt that man for an instant. But, I just don't understand...

Why is it I'm here...? I've been asking myself this ever since arriving... Everyone in DATS, and so many of the other Tamers here are so... strong, so powerful...

Masaru and Chika, its in their blood... they get it from Suguru... but me? I was just content before to simply support them, and I've been trying to do the same here... but... That can't be why I'm here, can it?

...sorry to bother everyone. I just wanted to get that out, and would rather not worry Suguru and the others over it... They have enough to deal with, as it is...

[identity profile] balancenagility.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Miss, I would not concern you with the individual reason for you yourself are here. The path of Circuit-Su, the martial art from my homeworld, teaches us that we should accept where cosmic forces guide us... and in the process, discover our own purpose based on what we've been given.

In short, you need to affirm your path on your own. You will be much happier in the long run.

My apologies if I am speaking too crossly.

[identity profile] isnot-theworst.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
... Sayuri. I'm... I'm not sure what to say...

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
Reaffirm my own.. path...

...

...the problem is, I'm not sure what to make of what I've been given...

[identity profile] thegenius-washu.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
We each have our own strengths and weaknesses...even those of us who may seem really strong. I think part of your strength is in giving your loved ones hope...without you they might fall apart. It might not seem that way but trust me you play just as key a role here as anyone else.

Of course there could always be more that you simply have not realized yet but that's another matter entirely.

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
...Yoshino, it's okay. ^^; I'm probably worrying too much, but... it's all something I'm still trying to understand...

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose that's entirely possible, but... from my point of view, the ones who give the hope are my husband and children, and those like them... Those that have been out there, fighting, doing something to help everyone...

But, they were all able to take care of themselves here before I came. They didn't fall apart... Suguru, Masaru, Chika... they all survived and pushed forward without me... I wasn't needed, and yet here I am now...

[identity profile] balancenagility.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
With all due respect ma'am, then it requires a bit more thought. Let's start here... you have a partner, correct? What is to keep you from becoming a stronger Tamer than you are now, and supporting your family during the inevitable trials that await them?

[identity profile] isnot-theworst.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
... Sayuri, you're a strong woman. Someone I look up to. I'm sure whatever you decide here in this world, you'll be great at it.

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
But... I'm not a fighter... how can I be a stronger Tamer, if all that seems to be is a means to defend this world...?

...

Say, weren't you the one with that other robot friend who was locked up somewhere? ^^

[identity profile] balancenagility.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
Miss, this world may eventually force us all to become fighters soon.

... Yes I was. We are now, ah... incarcerated together.

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
I appreciate that, Yoshino. ^_^ But, truth be told, it's you and the others I find myself looking up to... You've all done so much more than I ever could.

But especially you. I really am very happy for you and Masaru, you know.

[identity profile] isnot-theworst.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
... Sayuri. You managed to keep up hope in a man's dream and his loyalty to you for ten years. Even after you found out about Yggdrasil, you remained strong.

There's a special kind of strength in that.

...

Thank you. ^_^;

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
...I... see...
...I... don't want to create a situation where Suguru and Masaru would be too worried about me to do what they need to do, either...

...

..oh dear.

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
...thank you, Yoshino. ^_^

And you're quite welcome, in return. Masaru deserves someone just as strong as him, and I'd be honored to welcome you into our family with open arms, one day.

[identity profile] gothic-genius.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
I believe I may know how you feel. Only ... my situation is a little bit different from yours.


( Hmm ... Nanami may know of Suguru from Kurata's rants, but I doubt she knows of Sayuri. :] )

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, hello there. ^_^

Is that so?

[ooc - Probably not, and Sayuri doesn't know about HER. XD ]

[identity profile] gothic-genius.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

I have ... caused some trouble for the digital world in the past, to put it lightly. Because of my past experiences with the digital world, I was quite shocked when I was pulled here a second time and even given a partner.


( "Ooooh, so this is the girlfriend for Touma-kun that Relena-chan was talking about. ^-^" )

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
You... caused some trouble...?

...

Was this my Digital World...?

[ooc - XDDDDD ]

[identity profile] gothic-genius.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
That depends. There are (judging from what I've seen on the D-comm journals) so many people here who have been to "the digital world" before that it's difficult to say anything for certain.

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Ah... well, let me introduce myself, then. I'm Daimon Sayuri. Yourself?

[identity profile] gothic-genius.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
...

Another Daimon?

...

My name is Nanami.

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
...another?

...then, I presume you're from my world, and... if you were "causing trouble" for the Digital World, then that means...

.......

[identity profile] isnot-theworst.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
... Thank you as well, Sayuri.

If you and Plotmon ever need help with anything...

[identity profile] balancenagility.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
This Suguru and Masaru you speak of... if they are who I believe they are, they also seem like the type of people to trust people who have proven themselves to strong and true.

[identity profile] tigerheartmom.livejournal.com 2008-02-07 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
I don't doubt their trust in me...

...just... merely myself, I suppose...

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